Cant wait til the semester is over. This one fucker has been bullying me.

Sometimes my ezcema hurts so bad I just stay in bed and dont wanna move a muscle. And no one understands it. Sometimes I go through these mood swings and paralyzing depression and I just wanna be alone until it goes away. And it does go away, but it comes back. You know what else goes away and comes back as well? My ezcema. Maybe they’re not understanding how severe it is. I used to sleep shirtless (I don’t anymore) I would leave my bedsheets and blankets with lots of blood spots from bleeding.

Also my doctor thinks I may be bipolar. I do not think I am and do believe that theres no way I can be bipolar. No one in my family is bipolar. Anyways ever since he said that it made me frustrated so I don’t see that doctor anymore. In fact i dont see any doctors anymore. I been not taking care of myself for a while

I used fo be ambitious. I used to go to the gym but I lost my motivation.

To be continued

I need a break from social media and communications and be alone for a while

what is a more important focus? doing something you love or doing something that pays more?

Sad to see blogs I used to love deactivated